These few days haven't been working hard, but instead, i hid myself in the library with stan finding lobang.

Seems like in the near future, i might be able to quit insurance and do full time 'lobang king' liao. Sometimes i just think that, i need to work extra hard to get myself into the path i wanted to be, and always things doesn't go my way...

Maybe the thing that keep me hanging on is my belief, and i really don't want and never would i want to quit. I would never accept to quit and i should never choose to quit.

There are times where i really wish i could have a very supportive and loving girlfriend. Although, she has changed for the better, but there are times how i wish she can be a bit understanding and think more for my sake.

I know its very selfish to get her thinking for me, and i don't wish to justify saying that it is for some noble cause. Actually, in life, we all need that someone to be beside us, no matter is it in up or downs, and i am no different.

Especially in this roller coaster career, i really need that someone who will always shower love in me. Its so hard to manage your own career and there on the other side the one you loved keep giving you problem. Life would be almost meaningless...

Maybe, i am just poor in discipline myself, how i really wish i have someone to discipline me all the time, and i know i would gladly be staying on to be disciplined....