Monday, November 21, 2005

A Begger Deep In Heart?

I hate it and i feel like a begger...begging for her love. Months and weeks have pass, and i start losing faith in myself. I don't know when nor do i know where will i give up....

I always thought she will come over, to accompany me. I am really getting tired of love which is not reciprocate. For the past near to 3 years, it been always me, myself and i going over to find her. Does she ever wants me by her side, or she just want an accompany?

I asked her along to my house this weekend...to convince myself she is not what i think to be. In the end, i was given the same sad ending...endless waiting for 2 days.

Myabe i was too good to her, maybe i am too sensitive or maybe she was just busy. It doesn't matter anymore, i felt so tired to connect up any excuse for her. It will be her choice to continue or end this relationship.....


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