Something's wrong with me?

Finally, i thought to myself, i can sleep to whatever time i liked. So, in the end i wake up at around 12pm. The first thing that came into my mind: I am going to put what i have learn in this four days plus my goal into use, and i must achieve it. Sounds determine huh? Well thats the mindset in me now. I am lazy, fearful and unmotivated, but what really sets me out to do the things i want and keep the fire within me burning? THE GOALS I SET!!

Today is really a fun-filled day for me, not because i went riding or go fooling around, but i am ready to put what i have learn into practise. I know i don't have the time for other stuff, but definately Jia, i still have time for you. But what i wants to achieve is efficiently make full use of my 24hours. How i can do that? Some of you may say, sleep less, talk less, don't watch tv and stuff like that. Well, the irony is, i am going to do just that. I am going to watch more business TVs, talk more and increase my network of friends and sleep better so i am able to focus better.

I went online, searching for the growth rate of the companies my mum is holding onto. To my Horror, most of the companies which my mum is holding on has really bad growth, some of which are losing money. I am so shocked. Now i understand why people like mum talks about market is risky, you are losing money and stuff like that.

Went for tuition in the evening, haiz, i wonder when will my student ever behave. Been with them for near to 2 years, they reeally makes me recall the days when i am back in school studying. It was really a damn boring process, but nevertheless i must agree that i enjoyed the last 2 years in my secondary school. I was in the last class of the express stream, and guess what, although my classmates doesnt like studying but they are a hell of crap, which makes the time in class more interesting then the mono tone teacher...haha

Thinking back of those days really make me feel glad i didn't do well in school, thats why i am able to get into the last class..haha..sounds crappy yea? Well anyway guys, its time to zzz. Take care and start having a sweet dream now...well if you want dream of me, i am fine with that. :)