Searching for a Lost Hope

Damn, whats wrong with my lappie? Its not suppose to behave so slow. It took me 10 minutes to switch off my laptop. Do you guys believe it? Thats the laptop which i bought less then a month. I can't believe it, am i that unlucky, well maybe its an opportuniy in disguise. Have to think postively.

Call Jia during lunchtime, i feel so guilty. She was so disappointed in me, because i forgot about the tour i promise her . I didn't know what to do, i only remember saying i am ok to go on tour if you want. Bu i didn't know she actually went research on it. It not like you... Erm, sorry darling, just bear with it, i am really broke now. I have problem going down orchard not to mention Tioman. Anyone here know how to declare bankrupt? Leave me a msg ok.

Later in the afternoon, i went down to Event Gurus, paid up for the LiveFreely seminar. So, i brought along my laptop to have it checked. Oh boy, theres actually a SPYWARE in my laptop. I am going to kill that bugger, whoever infect me with it. But the good thing is, the guy help me with it, so all i have to do is learn. And i mean learn not do. I wait for nearly an hour before deciding to head down Event Gurus to submit my payment. To my surprise, how come its all ladies. Can i work there Adam? Anyway, was back to Asus repair centre within 45mins. Guess what, the downloading of patch is still incomplete. But i am really grateful to the technician - i don't know his name, but thanks for sitting there waiting for the boring patch.

I managed to get my things done by 5.45 pm, start thinking of jia. I think the guilt inside me is controlling me. Haiz...what should i do? Go tioman or go orchard? I am in a dilemma, i don't which one to choose. So in the end, i went home..:) As i was walking towards Clarke Quay MRT, i saw the resturants by the river, (Its so romantic) it reminds me back then when i told myself : I WOULD BRING THE ONE I LOVE HERE TO EAT!! I still remember , but not now, i am broke remember? This makes me even more determined to earn back all the money i spend on workshops. 'I will work hard, i will intensively go into research and put what all i learn into practise.' That was what i told myself the first day i went to Wealth Academy. Till now it still goes inside my head, round and round and round it went.

Reach home at 6+, went back online continue downloading my patch. I stumble upon this website which they actually pays you money for your opinion. Cool huh..Seems like nowadays opinion is worth some money. So i recommend this website for those people who wants to earn money through talking and those who loves talking. This the site for you.Click Here!

I call up Jia, apparently she still not in the mood to talk, and i don't know what i can do either. I am not really good at words nor am i a sweet boyfriend, haiz, was doing the talking throughout the conversation. I got really piss off, in the end, i hang up the phone. I feel like a clown, hey i am your boyfriend, do you really need to do this to me? Haiz, another day pass, time to go bath....